Whats new for 2010?? ME!!

*DISCLAIMER* Before I go into any more detail in this blog post I want to let you all know that what I have accomplished means alot to me and I worked damn hard to do it. So please keep your opinions to yourself and just be happy for me.

Ok.. you re probably wondering.. what the heck is she talking about?? well.. In 2 months I went from *deep breath* weighing 165 (168 if you count the loading days at the beginning of the diet) to weighing 136 pounds and from being a size 12 to a size 6.

You re also probably wondering how I did it. Well after alot of research and a lot of studying I decided to try the hCG diet. Danny and I discussed it and I decided that this was the right thing for me to do.

For those of you who do not know what the hCG diet is I will explain it. HCG is a NATURAL hormone that your body produces NATURALLY when you are pregnant. HCG opens up your body's' fat cells and helps protect the baby. The diet uses that fact of the fat cells opening and Dr. Simeons found out that with a low calorie diet and injecting HCG your body can lose up to a pound a day.
It is a very low calorie diet.. 500, some of you are saying "THAT'S NOT ENOUGH, YOUR BODY NEEDS MORE" But what you don't realize is my body had stored so much extra unhealthy fat that even though I was only eating 500 calories a day I NEVER felt hungry, my body was burning off all that stored fat and I felt fine the whole entire time I was on it.

I finally feel normal again. I am finally back to the weight I was when Danny and I got married and I am so happy. I love how I look, I love getting compliments, especially from Danny. I love it when he tells me that I look hot today or that I look really skinny. That just gives me even more motivation to keep going and keep up what I am doing.

I feel fantastic every day when I step onto that scale. The scale and I before had a bad relationship and this go around I finally like the scale because it tells me what I like to hear.

I started going back to the gym and I LOVE IT!! Before I used to hate going because I was going to lose weight and I was so self conscious in my own skin and I didn't know what I was doing and I was never seeing any results but now I love going because it's a totally different motivation for me to keep going I love the way my body looks now, I finally look the way I have always felt on the inside. I'm going to the gym now to maintain the way I look because I LOVE THE WAY I LOOK NOW!

I am still on the diet but I'm done with the injections and I'm done with the 500 calories. Now I am trying to stabilize my weight. With diet and exercise I am now down 4 pounds from the last day I did my injections which was a week and a half ago. The diet goes in phases I am on the next phase which is eating a ton more protein and getting 1500 calories a day. Since going to the gym I have been able to stabilize and even lose more than some of the other people I have met in a chat room for HCG losers

I have gotten a whole new attitude towards food and I have really made a change for the better. I realized that this diet is never going to work for me if I don't stick to it and if I am not prepared for a HUGE lifestyle change.

I've noticed that I'm spending a lot more time in the veggie section and meat section of the stores, I'm walking right past the candy,chip and bakery isles. I have learned how to read the nutrition labels on food and I actually understand what they mean.

I have learned that if I get cravings for junk food that it's always going to be there tomorrow.
The thought of french fries, chips, chocolate, candy, pizza, hamburgers and all that food really doesn't do anything for me. It doesn't even phase me anymore. My will power has out whitted my brain. I have realized that I am alot stronger than I ever thought possible.

I am just really happy for myself and I finally love to see the person staring back at me in the mirror.
I will try and get ahold of some good fat before pictures and take some after pictures. Not only for you but for myself so I know what I never want to go back to.

HERE'S TO 2010 BATHING SUIT SEASON!!