I'm back in the blogging world

Ok I want to apologize for not blogging for awhile. Due to a broken laptop at home and being out of work for a week and half it's been kind of hard to update...

Well I had my surgery and everything went well.. I have felt great, with all the horror stories I have heard about adults getting their tonsils removed I was worried how I would feel, I have just had a really bad sore throat for the past week or so but it's starting to go away.What was great is I could tell IMMEDIATELY what a difference it made having them out, right after the surgery I could tell instantly that I could breath sooo much better, it didn't feel like I was trying to breath through a straw anymore. I feel like I'm sleeping so much better as well. It has been great actually waking up in the mornings feeling refreshed and well rested.

What has been really hard on me is the no eating thing, it's great that I've lost 10 lbs but it was really really hard on me emotionally because I was soooo hungry but I couldn't eat anything and even when I tried I couldn't taste my food so it wasn't even worth eating anything, I figured that is what outer darkness was like.. being so hungry that when you do eat you can't taste your food.

I tried going back to work last Thursday, a week after my surgery, I was there for the whole day but by the end of the day I was in alot of pain because the scabs were starting to come off and that was the worst pain I had been in the whole week so I ended up not going back to work on Friday which was nice because I had the whole weekend to get more rest and now my throat is feeling much better, I actually can talk louder than a whisper now which is nice.

It has been really boring sitting at home with nothing to do, I mean there was only so much laundry I could do and only so much cleaning I could do at home. It was hard because everyone had to work during the days so I was literally ready to jab my eyes out because I was sooo bored. I really had the bug for baking things but there would be no point in doing that because I couldn't eat anything that I made.

But like I said I have lost 10 pounds which has been awesome, I just hope now that I'm slowly staring to get back to normal I don't gain it all back again. I have really been wanting to hit the gym to get some more weight off but because of my surgery I can't work out for at least another week. The whole no eating thing was not that hard to do, I mean I'm not going to go anorexic or anything because I love food way too much, but it seriously got to the point where I stopped being hungry all the time and I really don't have much of an appetite. It sucks because when I have tried to eat a normal meal I get a really bad stomach ache so I have to slowly get back to eating normal. But I'm just really nervous that I'm going to gain the 10 pounds back again. I'm wanting to lose at least 10 more pounds. So wish me luck with that.
Thanks for all of those that wished me luck.
Love you all!
Jacy